Im trying to raise the money for my GRS, also known as SRS.
This is an expensive endevor, if you can help, then thank you.
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Friday, March 29, 2013
Ferret Friday. After hiatus.
So it's once again it's ferret Friday. Here we have little Isabell going after the ice cube that The Nine tail put in the cup. Also ice been on hiatus for about a month now, but spring is popping outside now so soon ill be able to finish the handles of the 3 dozen floggers that are in my secret lair.
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
A "Damp" Foxx
Short Erotic Story I wrote on my Fetlife account.
A "Damp" Foxx - By me (2012)
A "Damp" Foxx - By me (2012)
She stepped out of the shower, and gently towled her body
dry, then quietly wraping her green and purple hair in another bit of
terrycloth. She also dones a short silk robe with a single Kangi symbol
on the back. The release she got from her hand during the shower, has
taken the edge off of her needs.
She steps into the bedroom she shares with her werewolf lover and stealthly removes a odd slip of paper from its place of hideing in her closet, and slowly walks down the two flights of stairs to her private office in the basement of the house.
Slowly closeing the door to the room, she places the slip of paper upon the inside of the door, and a light flairs from under her hand as the spell written upon the paper takes effect, the spell is twofold, ensureing the room mates continue their sleep undisturbed, and sealing her office against all not of her "Real" Family.
she walks over to her desk and checks things quickly on a few social networking and kink sites that she is active on, this done she sits back a moment and removes some very old hair sticks from their place of hideing, slowly she unwraps her hair from the terrycloth, then winds the hair into a smallish bun and places the hair sticks into it to, she smiles , and the seems to doze off.
A few moments pass, and then two Fox Ears push from the top of the Humans skull, slowly her spirts body stands and steps from her human shell. her three flowing tails unwind behind her and she shakes her head a bit as her sleek muzzle unmashes into its proper form, shes inspects her sleek green furred limbs, before she strides over to what appears to be a foundation wall, she touches the old telphone jack with one gleaming claw and a doorway flairs into exsistance.
She takes on last look at her human shell, then strides throung the doorway to her true underground secret lair, she decends the stairs past images of memorys of past lifes and her current life, till she lingers in front of one particuler image of her true spirit parrents, thankfull she doesen't have to filter things through human eyes here, a small smile crosses her face, then she walks on.
She walks for sometime till she reaches her Steaming batheing chamber. This chamber appears hewn from rock but there are several of what appear to be staind glass windows inset in the rock, her a daughter of Bast wearing a shineing metal circlet about her neck, There two more Children of Bast together the large striped male holding the handpaws of his female partner, yet another window shows a great She-bear, and another a great werewolf in all white howling at the moon above him, and another window shows a male with scales about his body and a mouth with many teeth, a pyrimid in the background.
Not sure whose window she will step through today she slowly decends into the steaming waters close about her body she wonders whose call will come........
She steps into the bedroom she shares with her werewolf lover and stealthly removes a odd slip of paper from its place of hideing in her closet, and slowly walks down the two flights of stairs to her private office in the basement of the house.
Slowly closeing the door to the room, she places the slip of paper upon the inside of the door, and a light flairs from under her hand as the spell written upon the paper takes effect, the spell is twofold, ensureing the room mates continue their sleep undisturbed, and sealing her office against all not of her "Real" Family.
she walks over to her desk and checks things quickly on a few social networking and kink sites that she is active on, this done she sits back a moment and removes some very old hair sticks from their place of hideing, slowly she unwraps her hair from the terrycloth, then winds the hair into a smallish bun and places the hair sticks into it to, she smiles , and the seems to doze off.
A few moments pass, and then two Fox Ears push from the top of the Humans skull, slowly her spirts body stands and steps from her human shell. her three flowing tails unwind behind her and she shakes her head a bit as her sleek muzzle unmashes into its proper form, shes inspects her sleek green furred limbs, before she strides over to what appears to be a foundation wall, she touches the old telphone jack with one gleaming claw and a doorway flairs into exsistance.
She takes on last look at her human shell, then strides throung the doorway to her true underground secret lair, she decends the stairs past images of memorys of past lifes and her current life, till she lingers in front of one particuler image of her true spirit parrents, thankfull she doesen't have to filter things through human eyes here, a small smile crosses her face, then she walks on.
She walks for sometime till she reaches her Steaming batheing chamber. This chamber appears hewn from rock but there are several of what appear to be staind glass windows inset in the rock, her a daughter of Bast wearing a shineing metal circlet about her neck, There two more Children of Bast together the large striped male holding the handpaws of his female partner, yet another window shows a great She-bear, and another a great werewolf in all white howling at the moon above him, and another window shows a male with scales about his body and a mouth with many teeth, a pyrimid in the background.
Not sure whose window she will step through today she slowly decends into the steaming waters close about her body she wonders whose call will come........
Friday, February 8, 2013
Ferret Friday once more
So here we are again, with another Ferret Friday Post,
Today is a photo of Epic cute,
Annika yawning after being scritched lightly.
Today is a photo of Epic cute,
Annika yawning after being scritched lightly.
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Ferret Frid...Errrr Saturday
Okay I'm a day late with ferret Friday.
But here we go, today's pic is Annika & Isabel being heart meltingly cute
But here we go, today's pic is Annika & Isabel being heart meltingly cute
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Friday, January 25, 2013
Ferret Friday!
As a treat for the last Ferret Friday of the month, i have two photos to share today,
First up we have Isabell, who belongs to the Fluffy 9-Tail Foxx, asleep and in ferret confert mode,
Next we have my Little girl Annika, our little pale one, caught mid yawn
Well thats all for now
Arf Arf!
First up we have Isabell, who belongs to the Fluffy 9-Tail Foxx, asleep and in ferret confert mode,
Next we have my Little girl Annika, our little pale one, caught mid yawn
Well thats all for now
Arf Arf!
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Trials and Transitions..an angery Transgirl Rant
I have been strugleing with this all day now, trying and trying to figure out how to word this.
you see I did not want it to come out sounding like an angery Transgernder girl rant, but this is an Angry Transgender Girl rant!
so if I rub a few nerves RAW, so be it!!!
A few days ago I attended the local Kink Groups 3rd thursday Munch, its held every third Thursday here in Rochester, MN.
I had a good time, got to see a few that i know and meet a bunch of others I had not met before.
Now i will be up front, i went wearing my Foxx ears, wich ment i had to wear my hair pulled back into a high ponytail, and with my hair pulled back my face looks more male. Alos i was also wearing a men's style t-shirt that was a bit snug, so you couldnt miss the shape of my breasts in my bra, or the fact I was wearing a bra.
a couple of the people there mis-genderd me, but once corrected gentily were spot on the rest of the night with pronouns and such.
spin the clock forward a few days, and I get a note in my Fetlife inbox.
this note was from someone who is listed as a fetlife friend, and part of it was saying "maybe i should dress more Feminine till people get to know better."
thing is I am a bit of a tomboy at heart, my counsler knows this and she says that there are all types of women, from the uber Fem, to the uber butch.
but this person who only really knows me from a few get togethers thinks i need to be more female in my behavior and dress.
It take's me alot of work to look more female, I am a late onset Transgender girl, what does this meen?
I realized late in my life, in my late 30's that i was not happy with myself as a male type person, i had been near suicidal for a number of years, i did a lot of depression binge eating, this put me well over 300 pounds when I started my transition.
Top that with the fact i am over 6 foot tall, and have broad shoulders, I will always stand out, and likely will never quite pass completly.
this i know, but i have still moved foreward in transition, and my dedication and to my new life, has earnd me my first surgery letter from my counsler, what does this mean?
It means my counsler agrees with me that Gender Reassignment Surgery, is the right thing for me.
So am I female enough?
I think i will be once i have my GRS surgery, and as for now I am a work in progress, if this means i can be your friend, then don't let the door hit you on the ass on your way out, or do, i just cant be botherd to care.
ARF!
you see I did not want it to come out sounding like an angery Transgernder girl rant, but this is an Angry Transgender Girl rant!
so if I rub a few nerves RAW, so be it!!!
A few days ago I attended the local Kink Groups 3rd thursday Munch, its held every third Thursday here in Rochester, MN.
I had a good time, got to see a few that i know and meet a bunch of others I had not met before.
Now i will be up front, i went wearing my Foxx ears, wich ment i had to wear my hair pulled back into a high ponytail, and with my hair pulled back my face looks more male. Alos i was also wearing a men's style t-shirt that was a bit snug, so you couldnt miss the shape of my breasts in my bra, or the fact I was wearing a bra.
a couple of the people there mis-genderd me, but once corrected gentily were spot on the rest of the night with pronouns and such.
spin the clock forward a few days, and I get a note in my Fetlife inbox.
this note was from someone who is listed as a fetlife friend, and part of it was saying "maybe i should dress more Feminine till people get to know better."
thing is I am a bit of a tomboy at heart, my counsler knows this and she says that there are all types of women, from the uber Fem, to the uber butch.
but this person who only really knows me from a few get togethers thinks i need to be more female in my behavior and dress.
It take's me alot of work to look more female, I am a late onset Transgender girl, what does this meen?
I realized late in my life, in my late 30's that i was not happy with myself as a male type person, i had been near suicidal for a number of years, i did a lot of depression binge eating, this put me well over 300 pounds when I started my transition.
Top that with the fact i am over 6 foot tall, and have broad shoulders, I will always stand out, and likely will never quite pass completly.
this i know, but i have still moved foreward in transition, and my dedication and to my new life, has earnd me my first surgery letter from my counsler, what does this mean?
It means my counsler agrees with me that Gender Reassignment Surgery, is the right thing for me.
So am I female enough?
I think i will be once i have my GRS surgery, and as for now I am a work in progress, if this means i can be your friend, then don't let the door hit you on the ass on your way out, or do, i just cant be botherd to care.
ARF!
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Just washed the Fur..
.. and I cant do a thing with it.
Yes I am fresh out of the shower, and now im sitting here in my Secret Underground Lair, wearing only my terry cloth wrap, and my wonderfull wyred Slave Collar from: http://wyredslave.com/index.html
and now I'm busy enjoying one of the pleasures i've found in wearing my collar 24/7.
the collar is stainless steel, and when I shower, i like to make it as hot as I can stand it, and the last thing I do is let the water run across the collar and heat it up, so that after the bathing, I can enjoy the WONDERFULL sensations of the collar cooling on my neck.
yes, this has become something i truely enjoy.
Till Later,
Arf
Yes I am fresh out of the shower, and now im sitting here in my Secret Underground Lair, wearing only my terry cloth wrap, and my wonderfull wyred Slave Collar from: http://wyredslave.com/index.html
and now I'm busy enjoying one of the pleasures i've found in wearing my collar 24/7.
the collar is stainless steel, and when I shower, i like to make it as hot as I can stand it, and the last thing I do is let the water run across the collar and heat it up, so that after the bathing, I can enjoy the WONDERFULL sensations of the collar cooling on my neck.
yes, this has become something i truely enjoy.
Arf
Friday, January 11, 2013
Friday, January 4, 2013
Ferret Friday
In all the busy i had to see the new Primary care person today, i almost forgot about Ferret Friday.
And We cant forget about Ferret Friday, so here we go.
Here we have Diesel and little Isabell curled on top of him, they are inside of a 12 pack soda box.
And We cant forget about Ferret Friday, so here we go.
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
The new Year starts
So here we are,
A shiny new year, and so on.
And I thought I should put several things down to share with the few that actully read my little Blog.
First a little more about me,
You might notice quite a few misspellings or weird spellings in the things I wright out, this is because i have output dyslexia, and a minor bit of dyslexia when it comes to math as well. it has been a curse my whole life, and wasnt discoverd till i was in college, it was assumed i was just lazy in learning to spell, but the dyslexia was the culprate.
I love to drink coffee but it doesnt do anything for me, the cafine does not efffect me in any identifiable way, I have have a coffee beverage that would set some to vibrateing late at night, then go home and go to bed.
I started drinking coffee in the third grade, I was hyperactive and couldnt pay attention, as its called now days, ADHD. and my doctor of the time gave my parents a choice, either the NEW experimental drug called Ritalan, or Half a cup of coffee every morning before school. My parents decided on the coffee, and they told the school this, the school responded that Coffee was only there for the teachers bennifit, and not for students. So after a couple days of coffee, my parents didnt give me any, needless to say, the school called home within an hour of the school day starting to ask my parents how much, and how i liked my coffee.
They caught on real quick.
My biggest hope for this year, i hope to gather the money ill need for my GRS, now this isnt cheep and i dont plan on going to a US surgeon, as i dont like any of the US doctors plans for after care, I wish to go to a doc in Thailand, and thats a long flight, as Thailand is exactly 12 hours differnt from Minnesota in the Time zones, so that 6 AM here is 6 PM there. My estimate for the travel and the stay and procedure is arround $26,000 dollars.
Quite the sticker shock isnt it, but the medical establishment continues to think of this operation as elective, so there are only a few doctors who do the procedure.
so I guess this is enough to chew on for new,
Arf!
A shiny new year, and so on.
And I thought I should put several things down to share with the few that actully read my little Blog.
First a little more about me,
You might notice quite a few misspellings or weird spellings in the things I wright out, this is because i have output dyslexia, and a minor bit of dyslexia when it comes to math as well. it has been a curse my whole life, and wasnt discoverd till i was in college, it was assumed i was just lazy in learning to spell, but the dyslexia was the culprate.
I love to drink coffee but it doesnt do anything for me, the cafine does not efffect me in any identifiable way, I have have a coffee beverage that would set some to vibrateing late at night, then go home and go to bed.
I started drinking coffee in the third grade, I was hyperactive and couldnt pay attention, as its called now days, ADHD. and my doctor of the time gave my parents a choice, either the NEW experimental drug called Ritalan, or Half a cup of coffee every morning before school. My parents decided on the coffee, and they told the school this, the school responded that Coffee was only there for the teachers bennifit, and not for students. So after a couple days of coffee, my parents didnt give me any, needless to say, the school called home within an hour of the school day starting to ask my parents how much, and how i liked my coffee.
They caught on real quick.
My biggest hope for this year, i hope to gather the money ill need for my GRS, now this isnt cheep and i dont plan on going to a US surgeon, as i dont like any of the US doctors plans for after care, I wish to go to a doc in Thailand, and thats a long flight, as Thailand is exactly 12 hours differnt from Minnesota in the Time zones, so that 6 AM here is 6 PM there. My estimate for the travel and the stay and procedure is arround $26,000 dollars.
Quite the sticker shock isnt it, but the medical establishment continues to think of this operation as elective, so there are only a few doctors who do the procedure.
so I guess this is enough to chew on for new,
Arf!
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